Happy Thanksgiving

day 540

Another day locked in your cave, another day full of sadness with a hint of rage.
It's not self pity, it's more like self loathing.  Hating the way you are is far worse than hating the way you look.  You aren't as strong as you let on and you have the footprints all over you to prove it.  You choose to be this way and you pay for your foolish ways. You aren't alone, others have it worse.  You wish you could find them and form a club.   If you said what you meant you'd be even more hated. 

off to enjoy another sunny, SUNNY day!